Miscarriage

My husband and I found out on 10/3 that we were expecting our first baby! Had our first appointment on 10/9, and were told all blood work looked great, and to come back 0n 10/30 for our first ultrasound. We were so excited! I even bought our first gender neutral outfit, and actually slept with that little newborn outfit. We decided to tell my parents on 10/20, because I was feeling really anxious, and needed a few more people to pray for us and our little bean. They were so excited when we told them, and we spent the whole night talking about how exciting June 2018 was going to be for us. Saturday 10/21 I woke up and felt a gush. I was in the shower, so I reached down and saw bright red blood on my fingers. I immediately felt nauseous. I stared with pretty intense cramps about 10 minutes later. The bleeding continued on 10/22. My family spent the entire weekend with us praying. Today, 10/23, our worst fears were confirmed. I had miscarried our sweet first baby. We are devasted. I feel empty. I was able to trick my mind that this wasn't real, but each time I get up to use the restroom I have a physical reminder of the life my body is trying to get rid of. For those who have been through this, how did you heal?