Almost 8 years TTC and two losses

Hi all! Hubby and I have been married for almost 8 years (this December 2017). We lost our first baby 👼🏻 at 6 weeks in 2013 and our second 👼🏻 at almost 8 weeks in 2015. Aside from that we haven't been able to get pregnant. I have really bad PCOS And this past year it got even worse to the point that I don't even ovulate and I am on my period a lot. I started my weight loss journey last month and have lost 15.6lbs so far. Doctor wants me at 190 at least so I have another 30lbs to go. We have a lot of people praying for us but all of this has not been easy. Thanks to our faith in God we have been able to push through. It's been tough and we have had moments when we want to give up. I want to give up trying, and give up on my diet and just...give up! 😥😥Please pray for strength and for a miracle in our lives! Thank you all and God bless!