I hate not having anyone to talk to about ttc challanges.

My best friends are my aunt & my mother but i cant talk to them because i dont want any of my family to know we are ttc. I dont want the added pressure & questions plus i want it to be a surprise when we tell them. But It makes me feel so alone in all of this. me & my husband of 2 years have been ttc for 4 months. I went to the doctor today because my jaw has been hurting & I thought I was starting to get a yeast infection which turned out i was. They also told me I have TMD/TMJ ( inflammation in my jaw joint). So then I had to get a steroid shot & be put on anti-inflammatory medication plus medication for the yeast infection which means I'll have to stop ttc until the medication is out of my system. That only leaves one more month to get pergnant this year 😯😢. I have had my hopes up that this would be our year and now I'm feeling super down cuz I don't feel like it's going to happen this year at all now

i dont mean to rant and be negative but i also got my period today. I need a nap and I'm emotional