He's getting kicked out this weekend

Ladies I'm so done. My guy and I have been homeless together for about a year and a half now. (We're both workin so we can get back on our feet, so close). So he has some different types of chronic pain. It sucks so bad for him and I totally understand being in pain and that it can turn a person into a monster but no.

Last night he crossed the line.

We live in the Chicago suburbs and it was 32 degrees last night. We aren't fully prepared for this yet. So we're both very stressed about many things. But omg.

What happened last night is unacceptable. He was complaining about his pain and me, being the worried gf is all "you're going to be ok what can I do for you?" But I have to back off because his pain makes him crazy irritated. So I'm chillin but there. I massage his back and shoulder, which is what's hurting him. He calmed down for a little bit so I was like thank god and fell asleep. He wakes me up by putting his hand down my pants. It startled me because I was still transitioning into sleep. So I was shaky and off while he's fingering me. It was good but then he started going too much too quick and I said so but he didn't stop. I'm moaning and crying (good and bad feelings) and he's like "squirt baby". I can't do that shut on command and he's waiting and I feel pressured to start flowing so I try but can't. I'm just not there yet. So he gets upset after like 5 minutes and he's like what do you want, in a very angry tone. I freeze out of confusion and he asks again so I close my legs and roll away from him. So he just says "wow" all sarcastic and angry. I was going to just go back to sleep but instead he started snapping at me. We ended up going back and forth about all our shot since day one for like 2-3 hours. Like mofo I work. Both jobs the tomorrow and it's 3am. But yea he said a lot of hurtful things like calls me a whore for how many people I was with before I ever even met him. The one thing he said to me that was the final straw was when he said "The only reason I'm with you is because I don't have anywhere else to go." He said other thing eluding to him not actually caring about me and just making it undeniable that he's using me.

So I'm done. He's got until Saturday and he needs to find somewhere else to live. I've got a amazing friend who says I can live with her and her mom for a little while. So I'll probably do that. I just omg I'm done with his shit.

He wants to blame me for everything. Like ok but I'm the only reason you're alive.

I pay for everything and take excellent care of you and you just keep taking and rarely even thank me or show any type of appreciation. Later man. I'll see him again to give him his stuff back when I can get to it but no more. Fuck all of this. But yea I pick him up from work soon so this will be an interesting evening.. He's so scared because he know how much he fucked up.