not really, I was at that point though. 5 anxiety attacks in 8 hours. I went to clinic feeling like I might die. My vitals were bad blood pressure was 158/110, heart rate 136, o2 stat 60. I assume the o2 was low from all the higherventelating. I spent half the night in the bathbut, I had forgotten how horrible they felt. I thought i might die from a minute half way through the second one. I went the clinic & got Ativan to get me through the weekend. I 'm going to die from this if things don't improve. I have handled and controlled it well over the years. I have ptsd from 10 years of abuse. but every so often, ussualy about 5 - 10 years things get especially bad and I loose my control over it. It's one of the worst feelings ever. I've been alone through all of that. There were people in the house but, I was alone and terrified.