Advice please????

Emma

I have been told a few times over the years I should probably get some therapy (I’m not going to go into details as to why) but I always said no because I didn’t want to put my parents through watching another one of their daughters struggle. We spent a good couple years with one of my sisters having countless suicide attempts. It was really hard on my family, and so I always kept my own problems as hidden as possible. I told people maybe when I’m 18, except there is no way I’d have money for that. A week or so ago I went to see the nutritionist that my school provides to us (for free) and she told me that she thinks I should go visit the therapist at our school. My school does let us have a certain number of visits to the therapist for free, but not enough where I feel I would actually be able to benefit from it at all. Should I make an appointment anyways or just continue dealing with it on my own?