I feel I don’t belong anywhere? I’m hurt

Mo

Well I posted about this a bit last night. Here’s the situation. I’m disabled and I live with my mum. She recently got remarried and she’s so focused on him now she’s basically forgotten about me. Telling me to do everything myself and forgetting that I can’t and that she’s actually my legal carer and isn’t doing her job properly.

So why don’t I just move out right? Well, there’s literally nowhere for me to go. Nowhere.

I am on benefits and I have a dog. I have literally searched all housing websites and have not come across a single landlord who would accept my circumstances within a 50 mile radius. That’s right!

Furthermore I am dating, and this is a bit what I posted about last night. We came to a resolution this morning and said can see me moving in with him at some point, but it’s not right for him right now. He’s buying his own house so my dog won’t be an issue. He loves her.

Anyway, so that leaves me feeling like I have nowhere I belong. My family ignore me, my boyfriend needs more time, and obviously if I find a place to rent that will allow me it will be so far away that I’d have to break up with him, which I’m not going to do.

So what the hell??? What can I do!! I’m so upset and feeling lonely and ungrounded. Do any of you have any words to give? Thanks 😔