Honestly I want to have kids in the future, but the thing that scares me the most about it is the labor. I’ve heard stories of moms dying due to labor and I already am a hypochondriac. I just don’t know if I could handle that. And that makes me feel shitty for even saying that. And I’m afraid of drugs so I definitely won’t have an epidural or anything. I just don’t know if I could ever over come that fear.