I’ve felt like I don’t wanna live anymore, life has been so hard I’ve moved around so much I can’t trust anyone. I’m broken because of my past, years after trying to piece the pieces back together. Because of one man who was supposed to be a step parent to me ruined my life forever. After me wanting to end everything and wanting to hide in a hole forever. I’m still here, I have no one I can tell this to because they will think I’m crazy I don’t know what to do. I’ve got scares up and down from trying to feel something... anything, that hasn’t helped nor worked. Please someone anyone let me know what I can do. I’m tired of living in this hell I’ve been thrown in. I wanna be normal and sane again. If I will ever be able to. I’ve continuously tried to point out to everyone I’m not okay. I don’t know what else I can do. I’m not stable I cry over everything I feel everything 1000x more than I should. I’ve been told I’m the strong one, “I have to be strong” but it’s not that easy.