I was being the side chick

We met on bumble and we connected right away. We spoke non stop for a week and when we met the first time we had sex. It was amazing. We did it 2 more times and I could feel he got distant so I cut him off and stopped talking to him. I still had him on my instagram but I wasn’t following him. Before I met him I knew he was separated and had 2 kids but he didn’t tell me his ex wife was expecting his 3rd. She got pregs when supposedly they tried fixing their relationship but it didn’t work. A few weeks went buy and I was stalking his FB and saw he was in a relationship... after he acted like he wanted me just to dump me and leave me in the cold. I got upset and kept posting things on Instagram to get his attention and I did it. He told me he missed me and I was weak. I knew he had a GF but at that point I didn’t care. I just wanted him. I thought since I was single I didn’t own anyone consideration To excuse my conscience. 3 months went by we had sex a few times and exchanged dirty pictures and many dirty messages. All this time he posted all the shit about how much he loved his GF and she even knew his ex and his kids. He looked for me, talked to me and didn’t want to let go of me. I tried so many times to end it but I guess I was too hooked on him til I finally got tired of him saying he would come see me and not doing it and deleted him last Tuesday. He contacted me the same day he realized I deleted him and he said he understood. Thursday he contacted me saying to please add him back that he was finally single. Friday night he blocked me from his Instagram and deleted his Snapchat. I’m so angry... I’m beyond angry because I feel so humiliated and stupid. I’m sad and I have to confess I wish them nothing good even though I don’t want to be the bitter person I can’t help to feel like this. I feel like I’m a bad person.