venting

Jamie

Yet another BFN and currently on cycle day 43. My heart aches and I'm feel overwhelmed, angry, sad, and defeated. I'm just a ball of emotions right now I don't know if I want to cry or scream. This entire process is taking a lot of me and I feel like husband doesn't understand my pain and frustration. Maybe it because he already has 2 kids from a previous relationship. I only had 1 child and have always wanted more but I waited because I wanted to be married the next time. I don't if I should just give up or keep trying. I keep telling myself to have faith and trust in God. I've asked so I keep reminding myself I just have to believe and I'll receive. Sorry for the long post but I needed to vent. Can anyone relate? Has anyone been here before and came out with a BFP? Please send baby dust my way, thanks in advance for your support. God bless!