Break up

Victoria
I might be pregnant and my boyfriend just found out I cheated 3 months ago. I know it's his baby but I cut it off with the other guy cause I startedhaving deeper feelings for my boyfriend now he doesn't want me in his future. Idk how to feel I know it's my fault but I don't know how to make it better. I need help I so hate myself right now. Btw I haven't cheated since.