Still not feeling "real" πŸ˜…

N β€’ Beautiful Nikolai born 12/29/17 πŸ‘ΆπŸ’™ Lucca born 1/13/21🌻 In love and feeling myself πŸ‘¨β€πŸ‘©β€πŸ‘¦β€πŸ‘¦

I'm 30 weeks and I just can't comprehend how a living human is inside of me. I can feel him kicking, I see the ultrasounds, etc. I absolutely adore him already and cannot wait to meet my silly lil fella. But I'm also waiting for someone to jump out and tell me I've been tricked haha. Or for his due date to roll around and nothing comes out (??). It just still feels fake. Lol and right now I can see his foot pressing out the side of my stomach. But still nada. Crazy.