Awkward Sex 😢 —- updated!!!

Updated-today went much better! He had about a half hour before he had to go to work and I made him follow me upstairs. We foreplayed a little and then it went much better than yesterday! I didn’t lay there laughing but in total relaxation! You guys were right! I needed to stop stressing and play a bit before! And it worked! So baby dust prayers now please!!!

So it’s peak day for me and I even tested positive for LH Surge. Well I told hubby I would be waiting for him when he got home from his men’s group.

Well he took forever to get home but when he did he came upstairs to see me waiting with my robe and sexy bra and thong (which I only wear for him) and we pretty much tried to get busy.

Well I couldn’t stop laughing and told him to not touch my boobs because they were super sensitive...

and he laughed too but it wasn’t happening for me and normally I don’t hold back if you know what I mean.

So about 10 mins in he finally is in and it’s just awkward and not right.

So we decided to stop because something didn’t feel right. And then just laid here because it all just felt off ... I couldn’t even look at him or say anything after :(

What do I do???!

How do I spark that fire like last night? How do I keep the pressure off of trying to conceive but manage to keep sexy and accomplish sex.

Please any and all advice??? I want to cry right now because I feel like I don’t know what to say to him right now!!!!