I don’t know yet. I love kids. I’m in school to become a teacher. I’ve always loved working with kids and I have always wanted to have my own. But now I’m not really sure if I do or not. I’ve already had two miscarriages and I wasn’t trying to get pregnant in the first place. I’m not sure if I want to go through the stress of getting pregnant or being pregnant. I don’t know if I want to even have my own children or care for them 24/7 so I don’t know about adoption or fostering either. I’m only 21 so I feel like I have a long time to decide still.

I've always thought I'll never have kids because I don't like them in general. I try to avoid contact with children of friends or acquaintances. My boyfriend has two children from his first marriage, 4 and 1 when we met, and he's helped me with incredible patience and support to slowly get closer to them. Now I think I'd like to have a child at some point. Just one, though. I'm a happy only child and my mother says she was the same - even now she still doesn't "like children" in general - but she loved/loves her own. So, I just hope it'll be the same for me. But I definitely have to learn how to adult for a while longer. Sometimes I still feel like a child.