I need help. Are my eyes playing tricks on me?!?!?!😖🤔😥

After our miscarriage in August, we’ve been trying nonstop to try and have our rainbow baby but sadly so far, absolutely nothing. I’m supposed to start my period on November 7th, next Tuesday. And yesterday, the 2nd, (5 days to go till my period) just fucking around and with wishful thinking I took a pregnancy test and it came up with what looked to be negative. But the closer I looked the more it looked like it could be a very very very faint positive. Tell me what you think. No matter what I’m not going to get excited about anything until Tuesday. And that’s only if I don’t start my period. In the meantime, could you tell me what y’all think?

****the first one is the actual picture that I took and he second one is me only changing the color of the photo****

ACTUAL PICTURE

ONLY CHANGING THE COLOR

Maybe I’m just wishing to hard and my eyes are tricking me into seeing something that isn’t really there at all.... I don’t know

SOMEONE SEND ME A SHIT TON OF BABY DUST ASAP!!!