Lack of humor..

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I have trust issues, so it's hard for me to take a joke or irony. I want to laugh with humor and jokes, but I've got a huge stick up my ass these past few years.

I really need advice, I don't want to be a person that makes jokes but is very sensitive when someone makes jokes about them.

I just can't tell if they're trying to attack me or not