Can Someone Help Me While I Vent

Okay so idk wtf is going on and I can't seem to get a clear head to be rational about this because I'm so FUCKING HORMONAL! Like please stop doing this body! I've been super weepy the last few days like on the verge of tears constantly. I have no idea what's going on I'm just incredibly sad and it's so frustrating. I see a fb video I'm about to cry, I look at my ugly wall paint and I'm about to cry, I think about babies and I'm about to cry, I go shopping and I'm about to cry etc etc etc I can't seem to get happy! I'm not actually sad I just feel sad if that makes sense. Like my rational self is like "Kendra, you aren't sad. Do not cry. Get over yourself and buck up." Like I want to cry so badly 24/7 that I can't breathe and I feel sick. I keep thinking that maybe if I let the tears out I'll feel better but all that does is make me super fucking angry and then I'm cussing my husband for sitting there doing nothing and the entire time I'm just like "Why are you mad hun? He didn't do anything." I then switch back to sad again and I just want to curl up in a ball and....well....bawl. I just feel a tremendous weight on my shoulders and nothing in particular is happening other than the usual stress. So with that in mind yesterday I magically woke up with so much watery discharge that I thought I wet myself. I dig around and realize that my cervix is hard and I'm just like.....wtf. The discharge soon turns white but is still heavy and thin and watery. Tested for yeast infection and BV and have neither. I tested for pregnancy the night before and nada. I tested for ovulation yesterday and nada. I keep feeling like I'm having my period but it's just more discharge and on top of that I'm having moderate cramps on my lower right abdomen and back and I can't figure out what's going on. I tested again just now and bfn but all the sites say once BV and an infection is ruled out that it could either be pregnancy or ovulation sooooo where does that leave me? These are my normal pregnancy symptoms before a positive and I'm stressing hard. I usually wouldn't stress like this and kind of go with the flow of things but these damn mood swings are overbearing! They are making me stress over absolutely nothing! I'm just so damn frustrated. I posted to 2 different rooms with no help and I just am freaking out. Please help me get did of these moods so that I can focus or provide me with answers. Thanks for letting me rant.