Hi ladies...been floating around glow for a while hoping this is the place for me.

In 2011 I lost my first baby, a little girl when I was 22 weeks pregnant, I never got much answers as to why other than fluid being low around her and she was measuring behind for dates

I got pregnant again and had a little boy in 2012,my little rainbow.however two hours after birth he was diagnosed with a heart condition. He lived for two years and was the light of our lives.he passed away last year after surgery and we were heartbroken.

So here I am....currently 7 weeks pregnant with my 3rd baby

Absolutely terrified in every way and not even feeling very pregnant so even more scared. Feel like no one understands the fear and anxiety so hoping I can get some support here and maybe some hope too. Lots of love xxxx