Insecurities

Okay so my best friend is a Latina, she has a booty and she’s pretty. I don’t really have a booty or anything like that, she’s all curvy and I’m not. Im Australian.

Anyway. We have been bestdriends for 7 years and all the guys choose her. Like I know it’s not all about guys but when a guy comes over to us; they ask her for her number and all that. She gets all the attention and it makes me so insecure. There has been times in the past where I’ve been interested in a guy but then they choose her.

Anyway, there’s this guy I’m interested in now and she came out with me to meet him and his mates, she’s not interested in him at all she’s into different types. But I’m constantly feeling like he’s going to end up wanting her and not me.

This guy is super keen on me and I was nervous to meet with him with her because of that.

Even though he stuck by me the whole night. I just can’t help to feel this way.

I’m so insecure especially when we go out together. Especially at the beach or when we are wearing summer clothes that show our bodies.

And I’m shy. I don’t talk a lot. I’m quiet and independent. She’s more out going and everyone just ends up preferring her.

How do I stop this feeling???