Am i horrible or what??

Jessica.Brandon
I had our daughter three month's ago and we are trying for another one. But after birth I got really really bad anxiety and my ob put me on medicine but I feel it's not helping anymore . I'm so mean to my hubby I love him more than anything he puts up with so much from me. I don't know what's wrong with me there are times I can't even stand to hear his voice I have had an anxiety attack while he was trying to tell me about his day. I don't know if I want to continue trying for another baby I'm already very emotional being pregnant would make it worse. I know he would never leave me he's not that kind of person. I feel horrible. Anyone have any advice or felt like this before??