NEED HELP!!!
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK ANYMORE!!!
So I’ve been ttc for quite a while... (8 years or so...) AF is always punctual if not early but every month she’s come visit... Every time I’m hopeful and my desire of becoming a mom makes me feel all early pregnancy symptoms there is but when I test they are all bfn’s... So after a few doctor visits and no success I finally found a doctor that I feel confident so this time around I wanted AF to visit since I needed to do some tests while she was around... I was convinced it was only going to happen for me with this doctor’s help... Like I said AF is extremely punctual and regular and when she arrives she shows up full blast heavy rain (sorry if tmi😅) So this month she’s supposed to be here on 11/8 so last night I started spotting (which I never ever do) and started cramping a few days back so I was convinced she was coming early.., still surprised by the spotting situation I tested and I think I saw a vvvvvvvvvfl and then I didn’t really see it so I told myself not to be so excited since my eyes only saw what I’ve been so desperate wanting to see...
Have any of you gone thru something similar and got a bfp??? This mind guessing game is excruciating to think there’s a possibility your prayers might have been answered and on the other side this acceptance of reality it might be just a trick!!!! Aaaahgghhhhh 😓😓😓
Baby dust to us all 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
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