Hmmmm ?

So I showed my friends my test && they said it's definitely positive but I don't think so...... Well today I woke up feeling super sick and my back was aching and my head was spinning all around the room so about a hour ago im laying on my stomach && I feel this really sharp pain in my side coming && going and it then shoots to my lower stomach and now as I'm writing this I have bad heartburn && my boobs are aching so bad right now ! I really don't think I'm pregnant though because I had two eptopics one in April 2015 && another in June 2015 so we've been trying and trying since then but nothing I'm to the point on giving up I have two older girls 5 & 3 and I love my kids with every breathe in my body but they've been asking for a baby brother because they li

ttle cousins mom just had a baby and I guess they want another sibling but I don't think I can give them one

that's why I show my kids so much love and give my kids the world because I feel like they'll be the only kids I ever have