What do I️ do??? Help!

My bf and I️ have had a rough week. He’s not been paying much attention to me because of School (which is acceptable! School is important) but he told me he’d make time for me and our last date (which he greatly hyped up) was just me watching him do homework. This would’ve been fine if he had told me that it would be a work date but nope so I️ just sat there with nothing to work on watching him do stuff. I️ have anxiety so I️ thought it was him just showing no effort towards me. And this was followed by a breakdown which I️ probably blew out of proportion. I️ cried for a bit and decided it was just best for me to leave and let him do his work and for me to calm down at home.

I️ thought we were good then, he kissed and hugged me like nothing was wrong and I️ thought we were moving past that. Then I️ asked him to hang out yesterday night for today. He said sure and I️ suggested some things we could do. He then didn’t text back until noon today, saying that he didn’t want to hang out bc it would just cause more pain/hurt. This felt completely out of the blue because I️ thought we were good and I️ asked him what happened. He just ignored me. I️ then texted that I️ was willing to make things work but he had to be to. It was a long text which might’ve come off as intimidating but has also been ignored.

This was such a sudden shift and I️ don’t know what to do from here. I’m not completely blaming this all on him but I️ do believe this is not all my fault. Awfully hard to fix things when someone is ignoring you. It’s quite possible he just had an awful day but I️ can’t keep making excuses for him. Sorry and thank you to all who read this far.