Still Holding On To Your Ex

Am I Wrong For Still Wanting To Be With My Ex After Five Years ? I Got His Name Tatted On Me. We Been Broken Up For About 2 Years Now. I Can’t Help It I Really Love Him & Still Want To Be With Him Even After He Cheated, Got Someone Else Pregnant, Totally Disrespect Me. In After All That I Still Love Him I Feel Like God Put Us Together For A Reason We Always Had Sex Raw He Always Bussed Nuts In Me But I Never Became Pregnant. I Wonder Why I Couldn’t Have The Man I Wanted & Still Want. Am I Wrong For Still Holding On ?