Hey guys. Okay. I'm bout to have baby #3 with my husband. I got yo have a c section with this baby as well. But there is one thing. I have s severe phobia of needles. I found out by my dr that i have severe anxiety over them. A shot. A I've. But worst of all, the spinal block. I mean like completely freak out. Burst into tears. Panicking. The very first spinal block with baby #1 I did it but I held on to the nurse and she was like "you're hurting me" and I was saying back "it hurts". Then baby #2. I completely spaced out. I cried and yelled that I couldn't do it while he stuck me. I try to not think about it. And I never look at it because I might run. But outta everything that I can be afraid of. I'm afraid of the spinal block. Help me. How do I prepare this time? I don't wanna go in with baby and spazz out.