Hello,

Let me tell you a little about what is on my mind.

I am 7 months postpartum as of November 5th.

On October 31st I married my best friend, also the father of my son.

We consummated the marriage and had and “oops” as the condom we used had broken.

The past two days I’ve been super nauseous and clumsy. Today I just suddenly could smell my mother putting conditioner in her hair with the bathroom door closed as I was sitting in the far part of the living room.

Every thing makes me nauseous, sights smells. And I am peeing every hour.

With my first pregnancy at 3 weeks I tested positive, I was clumsy and peed every hour on the hour. So similarities to how I feel now.

Here’s the thing! I’m breastfeeding so I haven’t had my first period yet.

So im scared to test because yes we are open to having another baby but my whole family wouldn’t be happy.

Idk I just want someone to talk about cause my husband has no opinion regardless and I don’t have anyone in my world to just spill too.