Not sure if I want to try anymore

Amber
A couple weeks ago I found out I had my 2nd miscarriage and my levels are at zero again but im not sure I want to try anymore.... I had my first miscarriage in december and soon after I was ready to try again but after this one.... im not sure.... I havent gotten to have a normal first doctors appointment and they tell me my baby is ok. I just dont want to try and set up an appointment to have them tell me I'm having another miscarriage.... I want a baby I really do but I dont think I can deal with another heart break..