Birth

Ok so, I think I have a fear of giving birth! I love kids and I have been with my boyfriend for nearly 3 years, in the next 5 years I would love us to be in our own home with a dog and then maybe having our own child, the only thing that freaks me out with having children is giving birth! It really freaks me out, the pain,the mess, the side-effects such as being sick etc. I cringe at pictures of newborns with all the slime/goo on them... it actually turns my stomach, I know it's all natural but I think I have a problem... my other halfs family kind of wind me up about it and it really annoys me because I feel like maybe they are doing it to kind of get me off the idea of having children with their son? Am I the only one like this?? Helpppp