I am trying really hard not to get myself excited or worked up. We have been TTC for 2ish Years now. I’ve had 3 miscarriages. Went to a infertility doctor and got some things taken care of. I had some uterine polyps removed and some blood work done which was all pretty normal.

So the past 4-5 months or so we have been trying to get pregnant again.

My cycle finally got back on track after all the miscarriages (2 of them happened 2 christmases in a row 😭😭 and the other one on my birthday 😭) it’s been a rough couple years

Anyways!! I finally decided to just keep track of everything! My BBT take OPK be aware of my symptoms of my CM.

Noticed that I was actually ovulating a little later than my chart was predicting.

So we definitely had sex the day before ovulation. The day of ovulation and again 2 days later because I was still having ovulation cramps and we just wanted to make sure we got lots of “swimmers” in there 😬🙏.

Well I’m current 9DPO (which is the usual time for implantation if the egg was fertilized.) well I noticed today that my CM changed to watery and is slightly brown like when you have really light spotting!!

I am praying that implantation is happening and then I have a sticky little bean in there that will stay put and continue to grow healthy and to term.

I would just really like someone or multiple people to be in agreement and prayer with me.

I leave it all in Gods hands. I know his timing is perfect. And pray that this is his timing in Jesus name amen!!

Again not trying to get too excited 😬😬😬🙏🙏🙏haha

Update:

Uuuummmmm?????

Update 2:

Just took this to be sure. 😭😭😭😱😱😱😍😍😍. Please Lord let it be a sticky bean!! Stay in there baby!! In Jesus mighty name!!

Update:

Well I guess it’s not a sticky bean this time either. HCG levels are dropping. 😭😭

I just don’t know what to do anymore