Me vs sister in law

Samantha
Omg!! Ugh today is just the topping of the cake!! My husband and I have been tcc for 7 months with #2! And my sister in law found out that we have been trying so then all of a sudden she started trying!! Today my husband calls me and tells me she is pregnant!! I'm livid!! We have always had problems with getting pregnant (my husband and I) I feel like she's throwing it in our face!! I want to scream, cry, be happy for them because I'll be an aunt of 2 this year but it just hurts why not me!