Family doings..

Anyone else have experienced molestation from your own family members?? When I was around 5-13 I've been constantly molested by my older cousins. First and second cousins. I get so disgusted and disgusted with myself whenever I think about all the times they would grope me as I would skip down the hallway as a child. Haven't told anyone, they're in their mid 20's. Nothing has happened because I told them to leave me alone and they listened but still damage is done from the years before.