I’m confused

I️ know y’all can’t read minds and don’t know my boyfriend but I️ just wanted some opinions and wanted to know what y’alls thoughts were. Anyways I️ had a miscarriage in August and my boyfriend was extremely supportive. We weren’t trying for a baby or anything at the time but we had talked about it but he said that he wanted to wait. A couple months later I️ got on birth control and told him and he said that he didn’t care if I️ was on it or not. He then says that he thought I️ was purposely trying to get pregnant and trying to trick him but I️ wasn’t and I️ told him that. We saw each other this weekend and planned on having sex the whole time. He asked me if he could cum in me and I️ told him yes but he didn’t do it. When we went at it again I️ told him that he could do it if he wanted to and he said no. It’s very confusing for me and but he doesn’t seem to like talking about having kids even if it’s in the future. Any ideas?