so my boyfriends birthday is in 2 days. he has been telling me that all he wants for his birthday is to see me in some lingerie for him. so he buys me this sexy little outfit...today while he is at work I decided to try it on. I put everything on and it's all the right size and fits well. I turn around to look in the mirror...then boom. here com the tears. I LOOK HORRIBLE. I look so fat and i was so uncomfortable and I feel like he will think so too. he always tries to reassure me that I look good but I can never believe it or see it, especially when I literally have a gross body. I always feel bad knowing I'm one of the ugliest/fattest girls he's ever been with even after losing 110 lbs. I feel so bad because I want to do this for him, but I can't stand the sight of myself or the thought of him seeing me that way. I just want to look and feel good and sexy for him and myself, but I just can't...