CW: someone please help me.

I really am wanting to cut😭 ive given up. im not so scared to. I dont care if I cant hide it from my parents. I need them to find out. If they find out then who cares. they will get me help. i keep telling them im not okay and need a therapist again and they are too busy. I bet even if I did get one they wouldn't be able to take me. idk wtf to do. 😭 they are too busy for me. im alone. they cant help me.