C section and so scared

I’m pretty sure my doctor will request I get a c section around 37 weeks (currently 34 weeks) because my baby is still breeched and she doesn’t have enough room to turn he thinks.

Anyways, I’m absolutely terrified about being awake during the surgery. I know they do them all the time and they’re safe. But I have so much anxiety about it.

If you guys wouldn’t mind, could you share your experiences or give any tips that can help me relax?

Thanks ladies xoxo