Hi all. i have had many dreams regarding the pregnancy period since this is my 1st pregnancy. currently i am in 36 weeks and still going to work to have a good financial support for my baby. i wanted to do a pregnancy photoshoot but my husband was least interested that he keeps skipping it every week. I wanted to go on a Babymoon and thats out of topic. I want to have a post pregnancy massage for me and the baby and informed my husband about the charges. He right away told its not necessary as it is too high. He could have atleast considered other massage lady options which are cheaper. rather he is like who teaches you such things as massage. i have been fighting and crying. i feel so lonely. its not like we cant afford it at all. i feel we are rifting apart. and i dont feel special or happy for my husband or anyone in my family for that matter.