So i was talking to thjs guy, and well he seemed like he was into me, we would talk very often he would complement me and other stuff like that, but yet today we were talking about hanging out and stuff and he was telling me how he was going to come and pick me up so we could hang out, then you know what the fuck he told me, this boy said, hey are any of your friends single? And he starts naming my friends and even some ppl that k followed on ig. Honestly it was the shittiest feeling ever. Mind you this isnt the first time it happens to me. He was over here telling me all this things when in reality all he wanted was my friends, after i told him that one lf my friends was taken he automatically asked me bout the other friend, so i literally just waisted my time and i have never felt shittier,

I just feel like i will never be enough, & no one will ever want me.

Ive been crying in my bed for the past hour but that feeling, that feeling that your never enough is what hurts the most.