my boyfriend of a year was talking about how we have to go to his Xmas party work is having, at first he didn't want to but now he wants to cause after bowling they are going to a fancy restaurant.. I'm not a social person what so ever I have horrible anxiety. he then tells me if they ask to say I baby sit , I don't work at all but everyone that he works with obv works and so don't there so . so basically it made me very depressed because now I feel like he's embarrassed of me because I don't work, I kinda just want to cry. he's never had a prob with me not working because I'm in therapy working on myself and I take care of the house things but now all the sudden he's embarrassed 😕