TTC at 17

Christina

Okay so here is my back story of to why I want to have another baby at 17. When I was 15 I got pregnant with my first baby and had him at 16 on the 13th of November. Not too long after my son was born and when I was healed down there I had gotten bad baby fever. So my fiancé said that we could have unprotected sex 1 time and if I got pregnant he would be happy but if I didn’t get pregnant then we would have to wait to have another baby. Well I ended up getting pregnant with that 1 time of having unprotected sex. We both was so excited and couldn’t wait!

Then the worse came...... I started spotting blood. I went to the hospital and they told me it could be implantation bleeding.

Then a week later my bleeding got very heavy... I went to the hospital again and they said it was a threaten miscarriage and that I would be put on bed rest.

The next day I went to use the bathroom and I wiped and.... there was my baby... it was the placenta cause I was only 4 weeks but it was still my baby.... I screamed and cried til my fiancé came running into the bathroom and seen me holding our baby... we went to the hospital and they confirmed the miscarriage.... my heart was so broken and I didn’t want to talk to anyone about it for months.... I wouldn’t eat, sleep. I couldn’t find myself to get out of bed to take care of my son..

My fiancé and I are getting married in the 27th of this month. We talked about trying to have another baby and we both agreed to it. Our only child is at little over a year old now and we feel like it’s prefect timing. We have a place of our own and both are working full times jobs. I hoping to get pregnant soon! I just want a second chance.. cause with the miscarriage I still blame myself for it... but I’m staying positive and hoping for the best. Thank you for reading my story and I hope someone understands why I want another baby.