Feeling like a terrible mom

becca

I don't deserve any sympathy this is all self inflicted but just needed to get it off my chest somewhere. I'm currently on day two of the worst hangover I think I've ever had. I went out for a friends birthday Friday and my LO stopped in with his dad. Even tho I came home fairly early I had managed to knock back so much booze I spent the whole day yesterday throwing up. I couldn't look after my baby and my partner was not impressed. Since having my son I don't go out unless there is a special occasion but now I'm thinking I can't seem to drink in moderation so I shouldn't drink at all. Feel worthless and woke up today and my stomache is still killing me. It's gonna be a long long day.