depressed

Elaina

I'm a first time mom and I work in a kitchen with all guys I love my job but ever since the found out that I was pregnant they all seem to really annoy me with all there comments and the way they treat me. I go home and cry some days because of the way they have made me fell. One thing that really pisses me off is that they talk about how my baby will look and act and things like that like saying she will be ugly like my husband and stuff like that my husand gets along with all the guys here and he tells me they are just joking but really should they joke like that in front of me when they know I'm sensitive. I mean all of them have kids so they know what it was like with there wife. maybe it is just me and I'm just really sensitive but I fell like they should at least be more respectful to me and to my baby that they don't even know yet. another thing that irritated me is that they will go around behind my back but I can hear them and make fun if me gaming weight I mean it's gonna happen and I can't help that my chef uniform doesn't fit me anymore but they think it's a joke because I can't button all the buttons on my jacket I hate felling like I'm in the wrong when all I'm doing is trying to make a family what should I do some days I want to quit and others I wanna just say it's not worth all the worry but felling have really taken over on this one I need some guidance mommy's and mommy's to be please