False positive ):

Kayla • 25// Mother of two rotten little boy / two babies in heaven // 1 baby girl // married to the love of my life for 6 years ❤❤
So I just had my first false positive ever last night was sooo excited, I only retest this morning and get a hard bfn ): 
I honestly always had sympathy for girls with false positives but never really understood the hurt you feel from one untill now . My husband and I have been trying to months and this was just a huge let down . I'm not sure if I really want to track anymore I feel I will keep getting these moments. That maybe I should jut let to an test if I was to ever miss my af. 
Baby dust too all of us out there trying for our 1,2,3 or even forth blessing.