I don't know what any of this means!

Hi ladies!

I'm trying to hold off on testing till at least 2 or 3 days before my period is supposed to start (which is on the 25th) I'm about 9DPO and feeling different than I normally do a week before my period.

First off, I'm a lot happier. I'm normally really mean and grumpy.

I have absolutely ZERO acne!

Light head aches.

Light cramping, (which I normally never feel)

Slight nausea.

And my cervix is high, soft, and closed. With almost jelly or squishy CM. But it's only up there, it not in my undies or anything.

I want to test now but don't want to be disappointed. Any advice would be great! Thank you!