My month started off with a hospital visit due to a miscarriage that I never went to the hospital for and ended up getting an infection they didn’t see anything at first and the doctor in the ER room said (and I quote) “it’s not that bad, we don’t care, I mean we care but not enough”, while I was sitting there hurting and confused. He later told me he might of messed up but just sent me home anyways. 2 days later I got sick out of no where feeling very very nauseous and my stomach was hurting, thought I had food poisoning, I woke up at 2am shaking so bad, my body felt cold and super numb, passed out 3 times and was too weak to wake my husband up so I slept on the floor till everyone woke up in the morning. I told my husband what happened and he thought it was the flu, it was impossible for me to move or stay still for too long because my body was aching my hips and back felt like they was being ripping out and shoved back in repeatedly. Went to the hospital that night to find out that my heart rate was 131 and I was severely dehydrated, I told them that it had to be more than that but they said that being dehydrated can take a huge toll on someone. It’s been a few weeks and I’m still not able to eat I weighed 96lbs a month ago I’m pretty sure I weigh so much less now, eating anything makes me feel beyond sick and my stomach starts cramping really bad. The doctor I go to won’t be able to get me in for 3 weeks cause the system is down and they suggest to go to the urgent care or ER, I don’t want to seem like that person who goes to er or urgent care for small stuff or nothing at all so I’m just waiting it out until the system at the doctors is back to normal.

Not only that I moved from KY to WA and it has become impossible to get a job my husband is in the Army and I don’t want to be that wife that has no kids and no job and just does nothing all day, but that’s how it’s going I had a job interview with a daycare and I thought it went good, I came 2 hours earlier because the director forgot she had something to do at the scheduled time, i worked at a daycare before, I helped with the kids, had a resume and had my diploma and SSC, I had everything there, and I got an email saying that someone else met what they was looking for, my friend applied the same time I did she has no experience with a daycare, had no diploma with her, and barley answered their questions but still got the job????????

I lost 3 friends, one because she cried to me for 2 months straight about her husband mentally abusing her, and then it got physical and she called me crying so I don’t something about it and she told me I had no right to say anything to anyone, yes I should’ve said something first, but I’d rather her alive than dead but she’d rather be dead than alone.... another because she told me that I was stupid for getting our other friends husband in a lot of trouble.... I’m sorry..... and the third because I watched her kids for MONTHS without being paid what she said she’d paid, watched them twice a week every week for $50 then it went up to 4 days a week her and her husband said they’d pay me more and that they’d pay me $100 a week, she switched the words around and lied to everyone making me seem like the liar and told everyone she’s pay me $100 every other week?? I was being paid the same amount I would be for watching them twice a week for two weeks?... Then thought I’d was perfectly fine to throw her pregnancy in my face knowing I’ve had 2 miscarriages this year I got fed up and told her I was done and she said I screwed her family over?....

I’m soooooo done guys🤬🤬🤬😡