I’m about to go off!

Natalie • Bentlie Blair’s mommy 💕🎀 and Benjamin Cords wifey 🔐💍

Y’all, I just need to rant! So my mother and I have never really had a very good relationship at all and at one point I told her I hated her. Well, that sent me into a bad depression and I had to be put on medicine for being suicidal. Once I got out of the mental hospital I reconnected with her and we started talking again and everything was fine. Well two years go by of us getting along and spending time with each other and since I had my baby she starts acting like her old self and not talking to me at all. I have made every effort possible to go see her and let her spend time with my daughter but she always blows me off. I asked her if she would help me dye my hair one weekend and she could spend time with the both of us and she replied idk let me think and never responded. I am fed up with her bullshit. I’ve tried talking to her about it and she ignores me. I’m done trying. I will not beg nor ask someone to be in my life! If that’s how she wants to be then so be it. My daughter and I are far better off without someone like that in our lives bringing us down!