I keep having these awful nightmares about my ex trying to harm or disrupt my peaceful future with my son. He wants nothing to do with my baby but my brain is just so hyped up with hormones that I have these horrible nightmares about him trying to harm us. They're so vivid too that I feel unsettled when I wake up. Past trauma with men has really done a number on me and all the therapy I've had really doesn't begin to cover it. At least I've got my son to look forward to in a month.