long distance

I love my boyfriend so much and we text as much as we can but the time difference is a bitch cause I live in Tennessee and he lives in Sweden but man when we do text I remember just how much I love him not that I forget lol

we have never met but honestly I hqve never loved someone so much or so deeply❤ when he turns 18 in January he is going to try and plan when he can come see me but it will probably be after March because I turn 16 on March 26th. but when he does come I don't really want my family to know right away cause the way my family is (I love them very much) I worry they would ruin it cause they stick there nose in everything and I am a very private person and have always been very responsible I basically raised my little sister cause my mom works and goes to school and have always had a very muture personality and never do anything for myself so should I feel guilty for wanting to keep it a secret? and me and him have talked about this and he is okay with it (he just wants us to be happy as well