Today’s my anniversary but....

So, today’s my anniversary, but I’m not really in the celebrating mood. I had a MC back in April and the due date was supposed to be 11/24, this Friday. The baby is the only thing on my mind, but I feel like a complete BITCH, not wanting to celebrate.

Let’s not mention Thanksgiving. I don’t wanna be fake and pretend to be happy when I don’t want to even get out of bed. It’s really hitting me, honestly didn’t think it would to this extent.

Am I wrong for just wanting to keep it low key? Or am I just being childish?