I was sitting at work, and had to continue re-adjusting my bra, it just wasn't comfortable. Later I found myself grabbing my boobs

. This round I've tried placing it out of my head, knowing how odd our chances are. I've been trying to ignore those <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">fertility apps</a> like this one, the ones counting down the days to when I get to see yet another bfn

... I haven't been dwelling on it this month, or monitoring my every move thinking maybe it's a sign... I can test in 5 days... is this my month? Could I get my Christmas wish?🤞🏻 or is it yet another month, where I'm jumping the gun, hoping for the best just to be let down... 23 months trying ...